He had a plan.

I'm not supposed to be here, I'm supposed to be in Cambodia. I had my trip planned and paid for, and then was told by the organization that I would no longer be going. I was disappointed, and I was frustrated. I didn't understand and I didn't think GP's reasoning was sufficient for canceling my trip. I know that Cambodia and my future and my ministry there are in God's will because I feel peace in my heart and He has repeatedly confirmed it to me, so I couldn't understand WHY God would allow this decision to be made.

God doesn't always make a lot of sense in our human minds. He asked Noah to build a big boat in the desert where it never rained. It didn't make any sense that the Israelites walked around Jericho for seven days singing "Kum Bah Yah" while everyone laughed at them. It didn't make any sense for Moses to charge toward the Red Sea with Pharaoh's attacking army bearing down on them. It didn't make sense to leave Ur for Canaan when you're already a pretty wealthy guy like Abram was. It didn't make any sense to be willing to sacrifice Isaac before he could grow up and have kids himself so that Abraham could be the father of many nations, with descendants as diverse as the stars.

However, it is only now [this month; five months after dealing with doubts and frustrations] that I realize God's plan. My perspective was limited, but praise God - He saw into the future! He knew that four weeks ago Grandmom would be hospitalized and remain there indefinitely. He knew that Jessie would have Mono and be incapacitated. He knew that Mom would be living with Grandmom in the hospital, and also that she would require surgery during this time.

Jessie, Grandmom, and me - '92 or '93Yes, I did cut my own bangs! Thank you. :)

He knew that I would be needed at home. He knew there were things that I needed to learn and that I would be taught them under these circumstances. He knew and I praise Him for that.

But soon, I'll be in Cambodia again!

All my favorite people in one photo!

Pastor Greg, Esher, Ate Resie, Aleeyah, Pastor Vandy, Tess, and Titus

'Cause I'm the Momma now

Nothing has made me appreciate my momma more than her not being home for almost a month, and me, without her guidance or assistance, doing all the regular housework that she does without complaining or being acknowledged.

Yesterday I returned home from a long day at work to a hungry family (Dad & Jessie, who has Mono.) I quickly prepared the kitchen then made sloppy joes. I was highly disappointed when I opened what I thought was sweet corn to find that it was creamed cream. Yuck!! After we finished, I put away the clean dishes then loaded the dirty dishes. I took a short breather then went to the grocery store for sweet corn, and sick people food like: Gatorade, yogurt, etc. I met a nice lady in the toiletries aisle; we had a nice conversation about the shampoo selection and we scheduled a play date (Just kidding.. we didn't schedule a play date.) I collected the dirty laundry, and folded the clean laundry. Now here I sit... drafting this blog... trying to muster the energy to pack and arrange my bedroom so that I can start painting.

Fav. fotos from summer twenty-ten:

Here are SOME of my favorites pictures from my adventures in Summer Twenty-Ten! I know there are many, but was hard to even choose this few!


Kruger National Park, South Africa


"Every face has a story and every story should be heard."


Finally, I've been to Africa! Granddad and Grandmom's heartland


Much prayer led me to this moment!


and forever my life will be changed.


I will never forget them: Abrao, Isak, Mario, Luis, Joao, Casimiro, Domingos, etc.


Jesus, protect the children!


Isla de Caja de Muerto, Puerto Rico & Praia de Xai Xai, Mozambique
The God who crated the sky and the ccean also created me and is living in my heart!


What a priviledge to host Pastor Fredy and Sonya from Tegucigalpa, Honduras!


I love Palm Trees!


Just your normal sea creature roaming the shore
Isla de Caja de Muerto in Juana Diaz, Puerto Rico


Another great day at the Splash House!
Another great year at Junior Bible Camp!


Baby Face is two years old!


Baby Face meets Baby Mal!

None of these pictures are from August because this month has been full of hospital visits, working in the office, and doing housework! BLAH! I'm going to have to have some fun AND get it documented!

Summer 2010's FIRST Random Dozen!

Welcome to Wednesday's Random Dozen, hosted by Linda at 2nd Cup of Coffee.

1. When was the last time you laughed until you cried?
June; singing and playing with my little cuddle-bug Gabriele in Mozambique.

2. If you found $10 today, what would you do with it?
Save it until I found $15 more then buy a $25/month punchcard for Zumba class! I'm addicted but I cannot convince myself to pay a fee when I have free membership to the rec. center on campus.

3. Do you volunteer anywhere?
Not presently; the events of my life and the lack of routine have not allowed it! However I have always found it rewarding, and I would like to make the time to be involved in something once school starts.

4. What is your favorite summertime veggie or fruit, and how do you eat it?
Strawberries - I cut the top off then pop it in my mouth! HA.

5. Is your social sphere (circle of friends) small, medium or large?
How does one even gauge this? Medium.

6. When was the last time you attended a family or school reunion? How did that go?
Two or three weeks ago. It went well because but many were unable to attend. It was a beautiful day and we spent the afternoon in the pool with Baby Face!

7. When you're feeling blue, what is the best way someone can cheer you up?
If it's the right person, all it would take is a phone call or message. Otherwise, treat me! Treat me like I'm someone special, take me to lunch or for a pedicure...

8. Have you taken a vacation this summer?
Family vacation was canceled this summer due to Grandmom's hospitalization, Mom's surgery, and twin sister having Mono. HOWEVER, I have been to pristine vacation hotspots, though not necessarily on vacation.

Praia de Xai Xai, Mozambique


and Isla de Caja de Muerto in Juana Diaz, Puerto Rico
9. What is the most unnecessary item you carry with you all the time?
As I shuffle through my purse, I find everything to be mostly necessary -- wallet, chapstick, pen, palm-sized notebook, gum, mirror, keys, anti-bacterial gel, Advil, and hand lotion -- however I suppose my camera and jumpdrive are conveniences and not necessities

10. What is the best summer flick you have seen so far?
Grown Ups was good but Old Dogs was better! SO FUNNY!

11. Describe a perfect summer day.
Sleeping in late, then having a nice lunch with a friend, walking around Target with a Starbucks frappe in my hand, going for a nice swim in my backyard, then falling asleep to a "feel good" movie on the couch.

12. Please a share a favorite photo from the summer so far!
A double rainbow over the Emmanuel Wesleyan Bible College in Xai-Xai - a reminder that God promises and is FAITHFUL to be with us in the storms of life.
[Return tomorrow to see more favorite photos from this summer's adventures! It was too difficult to choose, so tomorrow I'll have more!]

What is Love?

Life has been interesting in the Reed household recently. Grandmom just began her fourth week of hospitalization. After much improvement, she relapsed into kidney failure (again) and her specialists are still trying to figure out all these problems making her sic

Mom has been living at the hospital with Grandmom, about 90 minutes away, since she was moved to critical care almost three weeks ago. Since then, Jessie (twin sis) has developed mono. Our home is desperately in need of a wife and mother (I have never done so much laundry, dishes, cooking, cleaning, et

Fortunately, Aunt Nancy (mom's sis-in-law) and cousin Laura and sitting with Grandmom for 3.5 days so that Mom can be home. Unfortunately, Mom needed to have surgery today (day #3 of 3.5) so she will be recovering while she sits next to Grandmom's bed because Nancy and Laura must return home.

I've been learning a lot during this time; I've been learning a lot about people and about loving and caring. I am grateful to God for the way He has loved me and loved our family during this very difficult month.

♥Love is me sleeping with one less pillow so that Mom can have one more pillow to lay her arm on in the night.

♥Love is Mom, in pain, allowing me to make an emergency restroom stop on the way home from the hospital.

♥Love is Pamela and Aunt Holly bringing our family full healthy meals for dinner.

♥Love is Aunt Nancy and Laura sitting with Grandmom so that Mom can spend some time at home.

♥Love is Mike and Becky for visiting Grandmom regularly.

♥Love is Pastor Bob making a 3 hour round-trip to visit Grandmom for just a few minutes.

♥Love is my sister Joni, who held me when I wept in Grandmom's critical care room.

♥Love is Janna baking Jessie's favorite cake.

♥Love is Resie asking how she can pray.

♥Love is Pamela saying, "If you need anything, let me know." and meaning it.

♥Love is having patience with Grandmom, Jessie, and Mom while they are sick.

Whoever has a heart full of love always has something to give.

The Bucket List: Updated!

I wrote this bucket list in July 2009 of things I want to do before I "kick the bucket" [aka die]. After a full year, my list needs to be updated because a few of my goals/dreams have already been accomplished!

Help Pagna go to college. -- DONE!

To whom much is given, much is required. Luke 12:48

Freely you have received, freely give. Matthew 10:8

Pagna's family is very poor; their only income is making and selling ice cream. His also has two or three younger sisters, so his tuition could in no way be a priority for his struggling family. He was my first friend in Kratie two years ago, and is still my best friend there. Pagna is at the university in Kampong Cham and he is studying to be an English teacher. I am so so so excited for him, and feel so so so blessed that I can be a part of helping him reach his dreams, and brighten his future.

See someone's life changed significantly because of my kindness.

Be used as a Spanish translator for a sermon.

Be fluent in Khmer (language of Cambodia).

Drive a motorcycle through Phnom Penh, Cambodia.

Write a book (no dream of being published, only the feeling of satisfaction and accomplishment.

Go to Africa -- DONE!
I went on my first trip to "the Dark Continent," my mother's birthland, for seven weeks in May and June. While I was there I ate my first fish, learned Portuguese and Xangan, wore my first capalana, drove a stickshift on the opposite side of the road, was robbed, attended my first and second African funeral, etc.


The road from my house to downtown Xai Xai, Mozambique
Go on a safari -- DONE!

In May I went to Kruger National Park in South Africa. The picture taken above is real and I was in the blue Condor beside the gigantic elephant. I spent about 2.5 days around the park and I saw zebras, a lion, many elephants and giraffes [my two favorites], hyena, wild dog, hippos, a black rhino, impala, etc.

Ride a horse on the beach at sunset.

Sell [a significant portion] of my possessions and give it to the poor.

See my Dad surrender his life to God.

Go snorkeling -- DONE!
Went snorkeling at Isla de Caja de Muerto (Coffin Island) off the southern coast of Puerto Rico on June 27. I spent an hour out with three friends, then returned shortly after with two others. I saw big fish, little fish, colorful fish, huge schools of fish, large mounds of coral, conch shells, and more. I was also stung by a sea urchin! It was an incredible experience to see so much life below the surface of the waters. Literally breathtaking!



Get married.

Have a baby.

Stand behind the pulpit at Brookhaven [my home church] with my husband and say, "Hello, thank you for your prayers and support. This is what we are doing in Cambodia..."

Read straight through Bible in one year

Memorize 300 Bible verses

Go bungee jumping

"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming - "WOW - What a Ride!"- Anonymous

Go to a Colts game

Run a marathon

Three Month Pictures:

Baby Mal is three months old! She really is the sweetest baby and is always full of smiles. It's already hard for Aunt Jewel to choose between sitting on the couch and holding Mallory, or running around and playing with older sister Leah, but either way.. I love it!!



Baby #2 is just as sweet as Baby #1!


Yeah, she's a model!


I'm telling you, she's precious!


Look at that face!


This deserves a cute baby award!


She's happy!

Happy Birthdays all around!

Today is the 30th birthday of one of my best friends. I have talked about Vandy, who is the president of the Wesleyan Bible College in Cambodia, many times on my blog; he is the man raising my puppy while I am away. We met in May 2008; he was teaching English and pastoring in Kratie, and I was visiting on a missions team. Vandy really is like a big brother and I have much respect and admiration for him.

Vandy is married to Tess, who will be celebrating her 30th birthday on Monday, August 9th. Tess is also a very good friend; we lived together for three weeks last summer while I was in Kratie.

This year I will miss Vandy, Tess, and Titus's birthdays (Sep. 17,) but sooner than later I will be celebrating with them each year! They are like family.


Vandy and Tess
Titus and Myself
My sister Joni is also turning 30 on Monday! Goodness gracious - happy birthdays to everyone!